wallowing

I'm so depressed lately!!!! I hate feeling like this, something's got to change. And I'm sick too. Ofcourse.

I've binged so many times lately, it's not even funny anymore. Ofcourse I gained. And there's a course tonight I have to get to and I really don't want to go!! I just want to go to bed really early but ofcourse that's not even possible because of Babygirl. She's sick too but she's getting better. Hope that didn't jynx it *knocks on wood*

This has got to stop!